- I want to widen my horizons! : ]
The Past year has been absolutely crazy. All my friends graduated from college. I’m just starting my classes soon. I’m happy that I’m going back to school but very nervous at the same time. I don’t want to fail, and I still don’t know what I want to study. I don’t know what I want to be in the future still. It drives me crazy that I don’t know. arghh
In the past year I’ve been in a pretty bad car accident. I ended up in the hospital and ended up getting stitches on my forehead. I basically scared to drive and scared of other people’s driving too. I hate when people text, talking on the phone, doing their makeup and drive at the same time. People really don’t understand that not only are you putting yourself in danger, you’re endangering everybody else around you that’s on the road.
I also feel like my close knit group of friends are slowly drifting apart. I’ve always been a sentimental person, and always try to make birthdays and gatherings really special. Now, I feel like I’ve given up. I feel like nobody else tries and I’m always pulling my hair out trying to plan something.
My biggest high is finally having a new boyfriend. It’s been over a year, and I was starting to wonder if there was something wrong with me! I honestly didn’t think my new boo would be someone so close to me. One of my best friends actually! And he’s actually been able to pull me out of my slump. I’ve quit smoking because of him. And for the first time in a long time, I feel really happy, really really happy.
Whats the big deal?! I like mainstream music. I like to listen to all types of music, even a bit of country. I just don’t like the fact that I have heard young kids singing to some of these erm… dirty songs, that don’t send out such a great message. Besides that I’m fine with it! :]
Oh god I have such bad memory! I think the earliest memories I can recall is when I was in elementary school and I liked to be the tough girl and beat up all the boys. And play in the dirt with my three other best friends, a Chinese, a half Korean half American, and a Haitian girl. We were the girls that played with mud and wasn’t afraid of worms or snakes. We loved to play outside all day. We even had water balloon fights against the boys in the neighborhood every summer. hehe I was such a tomboy. :]
TOKYO! TOKYO! TOKYO!
I wouldn’t want to move there. I would just like to visit, it sounds wayy to hectic for me to live there. I guess I can’t handle the fast pace cities. I Would love to go climb mount Fuji and bathe in a hot spring. Go shopping, and get some amazing clothes that you wouldn’t be able to find in the states. I always wanted to see the cherry blossoms bloom. I want to go to their bars and clubs. And visit the fish market. Maybe I’ll hunt for the best bowl of ramen. There’s just so much do to over there. One day I’ll go. And I’ll tell you about it, promise. :]
- Woke up and had to make phone calls to find a PCP, and having trouble doing it.
- Went to the book store.
- Baby sat.
- Watered my mom’s garden while she went to the YMCA.
- Fed my turtle.
- Watched t.v.
- Took a shower.
- Got ready and curled my hair.
- Went to my friends house to pre-game.
- Went to the club.
- Danced the night away.